| NIGGAH! |
[14 Jun 2005|11:00pm] |
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i never write in this thing.
but im gonna make a new one and maybe ill keep up with it.
you can add it, but leave me a comment or i wont add you back.
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| OK LISTEN UP FUCKERS!!! |
[10 Nov 2004|12:31pm] |
ok im going to grow my hair out like it used to be.
im talking bob dylan shit. so listen up.
DO NOT BY ANY MEANS LET ME CUT IT!!!
it always gets to an awkward length and i pussy out.
but not this time.
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[27 Oct 2004|10:47am] |
i made a friends only journal.
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) bragelrock
so go and comment to be added.
with love,
bragel rock
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| you know that i would be a liar if i was to say to you "girl we couldnt get much higher" |
[25 Oct 2004|11:07am] |
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THE DOORS |
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this weekend was wild.
friday: saw the chariot with burke, richie, and bob.
when i got back to the woo i saw jackie, nicole, skittish, dave, ox, and some chick that knew me i guess.
then i met up with gene and keith. gene was driving. it was wild. picked up 2g. slept at the doucets.
saturday: me, 2g, and dave, we went to a woburn football game. we won cause woburn is ill. we met up with nicole. went to the mall. it was boring. the night began when cara picked up me, 2g, and ox. we went to some church sponsered haunted house. i thought it would be lame. but it wasnt. some little girl was smashing pumpkins and some fat weirdo went up to 2g and was all "hey buddy" and then walked away then 2g was all "...fucking weirdo, does this kid want to get punched" it was humorous. anyways, cara took me back to 2g's house so i could poop. then we headed on down to breakers. met up with skittish and others. i fucked up skittish in bust-a-move (the game where you match the bubbles). so we decided to drive around. 4 cars. everyone is flying down this road. (we were buckled up). cara decides to pass everyone on the road, not knowing about the sharp ass turn at the end of the road. we lose control. she dodges. daves car. 2 poles. then onto the grass. she dodges 2 picnic tables. and a building. WE LITERALLY ALMOST DIED. but she handled it so well. i was fucking impressed. we then decide to do a small scavenger hunt. watching 2g steal a cone was so funny. blah blah blah. it was so fun. met up with gene and keith at mickyD's. slept over the doucets. dreamt about fucking revere katie. WILD.
sunday: HUNG OUT WITH KRISTIE!!! enough said.
my work makes me hate old people and foreigners.
GET A HEARING AID AND LEARN TO SPEAK ENGLISH.
i dont think trista likes me anymore </3
with love,
+bragel rock+
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| is it any wonder? |
[20 Oct 2004|12:00pm] |
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BOWIE |
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i went to the 'death cab / pretty girls' show last night.
the atmosphere was absolutly amazing. no drama.
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[18 Oct 2004|12:49pm] |
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oh and i have a new lj layout. comment.
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| girl, i want to be with you, all of the time. |
[18 Oct 2004|12:31pm] |
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THE KINKS |
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weekend +/-
friday:
+hung out with trista+
+hung out with burke+
+went to see garden state+
-did nothing after-
saturday:
+went apple picking with burke, lauren, and trista+
-the apple orchard sucked-
+went to bicks with keith, gene, 2g, and ox+
+slept at the doucets+
sunday:
+saw skittish+
-he couldnt hang out-
+but we did fishtail his truck in the woods+
+watched half of fariegnheit 9/11+
-i only watched half of it-
+hung out with burke, trista, and ashley+
-trista got in trouble-
-i cant see her for a week-
my friends from the woo are ill.
i wish they didnt have so much work and school.
i going to miss trista cause she is illmatic.
anyone for witches woods or spooky world this weekend?
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| its not my home its there home and im welcome no more... |
[11 Oct 2004|02:33am] |
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THE SMITHS |
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its cool how im trying to mind my own business and do my own thing then get lame phonecalls. telling me im not allowed somewhere, i dont know i couldnt hear.
if you dont like me act like i dont exist. just ignore me. im trying to grow up, and i dont need bullshit like this dragging me down. just let me do my own thing.
but on a good note. i met a cute girl. definately want to see where this goes.
as always im shy as fuck.
and ive been spending time with my old friends. i fucking love them so much.
no rumors, not talking behind backs, no drama, just good people. good times.
i am having burke withdrawls though. and i havent seen colin in a while.
with love,
bragel rock <3
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| i am flooredbut i am cleaning up so well i am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself |
[08 Oct 2004|12:44am] |
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DASHBOARD |
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ok thanks everyone for the help.
and no i didnt think anyone was being mean.
i liked how everyone that knew me was straight up.
this is what i have realized.
i am a bitch about things.
im just going to do my own thing and mind my business.
if people want to beat me up whatever that will solve nothing.
im a scronny kid and obviously cant take too many people.
but thats not going to stop me from doing what i like.
yes i do like fashion. my own fashion.
and yes my fashion resembles other fashion.
whatever. think what you want.
and the girl thing. i want a girl. but most girls suck.
and i get hung up on girls WAY too easy. im "girl crazy".
i think its just cause im looking for a love that would
look and sound like a movie... (hah)
i want to spend more time with my old friends, dave, skittish, johnny, keith, all those kids i love them so much and i miss hanging out with them on a regular basis. i mean i do see them here and there but i miss them alot.
this is shit i should put in a private entry
but i just want you all to know what i have come to realize.
come this winter im going to work for my dad in dorchester.
hopefully get a place around boston. start a life for my self.
save up some money and travel the country. then the world.
this is me. this is what i want to do. this is life.
im 19 and im finally growing up... and i thank all of you. <3
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| why do i give valuable timeto people who dont care if i live or i die |
[06 Oct 2004|01:40am] |
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ugh...
fuck it im done.
i need new friends.
i cant fucking trust anyone anymore.
i vent to people and they say im talking shit. fuck that.
reasons to be depressed (they are good enough for me, go ahead and say im being a bitch)
-no girlfriend
-im losing my best friend
-i never see any of my old friends
-my car is on its way out
-finding myself (going out west) costs too much money
-the way things were back in the 60's and 70's will never be again.
-i feel as if people take me for granted
-i feel like everyones fucking taxi
-I DONT HAVE A FUCKING BAND
-my trust is just about gone...
"what once was will never be"
to everyone i ever offended, im sorry.
to everyone who says shit behind my back, go fuck yourself.
to everyone who thinks im being a bitch by writing this entry, you arent a real friend.
fuckers </3
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| DANCE! FUCKERS! DANCE! |
[26 Sep 2004|11:24pm] |
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 pumped mother fuckers! |
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thinking about peoples faces getting moshed off at DFD shows |
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ok so thanks for all your help with the band name thing but we didnt pick any of them.
we are going to go with "dance fuckers dance" cause we wont be together forever and we mostly just want to be a fun band to go to shows and mosh to. but thanks again.
i met the cutest girl yesterday and im pretty pumped about it.
besides lame ish with roze and maeve, im pretty happy.
i just hope johnny B. doesnt leave with out me cause i love him with all my heart.
but yeah im pumped about DFD.
"DFD... bringing the mosh to a free basement show (or VFW) near you!"
i <3 you all!
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